wow is it hard to resist. like a drug. never had a hard time putting down the weed, stopping coke or H... but then again, only did that a few times before i said no. food, i've been doing all my life. several times a day. im a foodhead. and i think detox and rehab is called for here.
the other day when i had the burger it was like, all day that was the only thing i could think of. i was in class and in my head im thinking burger, burger, burger. and i knew that i had other food... healthy food... smaller portion... right in my bag, but my head was pounding out burger, i craved it, i feaned it so bad. and after i ate i could think straight again and i wanted to shoot myself in the head for not holding back. its like, i don't know, hypothermia or something, when your brain just doesn't think straight.